What if the person who smiled at you today was fighting to make it through the day?
What if the friend who said, “I’m good,” had rehearsed those words because they were too tired to explain what was really happening inside? What if the colleague who made everyone laugh, went home and cried alone?
What if the person who always checks on everyone else is quietly wondering who would check on them? We rarely know.
And perhaps that is what makes suicide so difficult to talk about.
We look for sadness, we look for withdrawal, we look for some unmistakable sign that tells us someone is struggling.
But human beings are complicated. Sometimes pain is loud, sometimes it is remarkably quiet, and sometimes it wears a smile.
There are people who will show up for work while their minds are somewhere else entirely. People who will sit through conversations, answer questions, laugh at jokes, and scroll through their phones while carrying thoughts they are terrified to say out loud.
They are functioning, but they are not okay, and because they are functioning, we assume they are fine.
That assumption can be dangerous.
September is Suicide Prevention Month. It is a month dedicated to reminding us that suicide is not merely a subject for headlines after someone is gone.
It is a conversation we need to have while people are still here.
There are people among us who are fighting battles nobody knows about. They wake up, go to work, and laugh with their friends. They answer messages, attend church, post pictures, make plans, and then they go home and fight battles they have told no one about.
They can have a good job and still feel empty, surrounded by people and still feel completely alone. They can believe in God and still struggle, smile at you and still be trying desperately to survive the day.
So maybe we need to become better at asking questions that go beyond, “How are you?”
Because “I’m fine” has become an easy answer.
Ask again.
And when someone finally says, “I’m not okay,” resist the urge to immediately fix them.
Listen…….
Not with judgement.
Not with, “How could you do that?”
Not with, “But you have everything.”
Not with, “Others are suffering more than you.”
Pain does not always make sense from the outside.
Sometimes people don’t need a lecture. They need somewhere safe to put the pain they have been carrying. Some people have become incredibly good at looking okay, that is one of the most painful things about suicide.
Sometimes, there is no obvious warning. No dramatic goodbye. No public announcement that someone is falling apart. Sometimes, there is simply a person who has become exhausted from pretending that everything is fine.
It happens to human beings.
People who once had dreams.
People who had responsibilities.
People who made someone laugh.
People who may have spent their final days wondering whether anyone would understand how much pain they were carrying.
The World Health Organization estimates that more than 720,000 people die by suicide every year globally. But behind every number is a story that cannot be reduced to a number.
And perhaps that is where our conversation needs to begin.
Suicide prevention is not only about knowing the warning signs. It is also about creating a world where people do not feel ashamed to say, “I need help.”
It is about making mental health conversations ordinary enough that seeking help does not feel like an admission of failure.
It is about families paying attention, friends checking in, schools taking emotional well-being seriously, workplaces understanding that people are more than their productivity, and faith communities creating room for honesty alongside hope.
And it is about each of us remembering that we may never fully know what the person beside us is carrying.
The colleague who seems unusually quiet.
The friend who has stopped showing up.
The person who keeps saying they are tired.
The young person whose behaviour has suddenly changed.
The person who jokes about not wanting to be here anymore.
Maybe don’t laugh it off.
Maybe don’t dismiss it.
Maybe ask.
“Are you really okay?”
And then stay long enough to hear the answer.
We often tell people to be strong, but perhaps sometimes what they need is permission to admit that they are tired. Tired of pretending, tired of hurting, tired of carrying everything alone.
There is strength in asking for help, there is strength in staying, there is strength in telling someone, “I don’t know how to get through this.”
And there is strength in being the person who hears that and says:
“You don’t have to carry this alone.”
September will end, the campaign hashtags will disappear, posters will come down.
But people will still be struggling.
So let the conversation continue……
Check on your people, listen without judgment, take their pain seriously.
And when someone is struggling, help them find the support they need.
Because sometimes, saving a life does not begin with having the perfect words.
Sometimes, it begins with simply refusing to walk away.
